Bina Insan Guru : Pengalaman Syok!! (err mmenatkan sangatt)

Assalamualaikum semuanyaaa...^^
ehm..mmg susah jg sy ni nk berblog...haha selalu xda masa nk buka...

Ahaaa! kalini ada cerita nk dikongsikan...haaa...ni pasal aktiviti yg diadakan oleh IPG, iaitu~~~

"Perkhemahan : Bina Insan Guru" 

Iaitu beberapa minggu lepas..he..18.03.2013..

Adeh..klu nak cerita dr mula, mmg satu malam pun xsiap lg post ni..hehe

Tp tula..mmg sy dah lama xikut perkhemahan ni..dah bertahun2..n dlu kt sekolah pun xpernah la ikut perkhemahan yg ManTOPP mcm nii...adventurous sgt!

Haa...kami camping kt Pusat Kokurikulum, Kiulu.. Bg sesiapa yg pernah dgr nama 'Kiulu' ni,haa korg tw la apa aktiviti plg best kt citu....jeng3~~

(Kiulu ni dkt Tamparuli...so yg xpernah pg mmg xtw la..no idea..he)

So, aktiviti pertama mstla bla smpi kt tapak pkhemahan, kami dberi briefing mcm2 n dirikan khemah..

Memandangkan dkt dgn sungai, n kami mula dirikan khemah time TENGAHARI, aduhhh panas yg xterkata!! tp hasilnyaa...berdirilah khemah yg comel inii....selesa pla tu..:D (boleh laa..muat 4org)

Mcm2 aktiviti yg ada...n aktiviti yg palinggg best n palingggg mencabar ialah Jungle Trekking, Flying Fox, & Water Rafting!!

Yooo.....Flying Fox???? Water Rafting?????aaaaaaaaaaaaargghhh! Semua pun yg sgt digeruni (fobia tinggi n fobia air)

Tapi...sy nak cabar diri juga....nak try jg walaupun rasa nk tcekik tgk org lain buat....aduhh

Persediaan sebelum Flying Fox..

T'ingt pla msa naik kt atas tower tu, kaki bgegar, jd xtentu arah dah..memandangkan kami kumpulan pertama, jd kami mula dlu..lepas sorg kawan 'trbang', sampailah pla giliran sy..haa msa tu la.~~~

"Saya gayattt~~~saya gayattt~~~~!!"

"Eh kamu xkan xpernah ikut PLKN??"

"Xpernahhh~~~saya gayattt!!"

"Haa....klu mcm tu, kamu turun dlu..amcm?"

"Eh xapa....sy mo cuba jugak!"

Haa....tula perbualan yg t'akhir sebelum sy 'dtolak' lembut n 'trbang' menjunam...haaaaaaaaa

Mmg best!! Bila smpi kt bawah,barulah sy rasa~~

"Eh,,cam xmencabar pla...xbrapa tinggi laa...hmm"

Trus konfiden level naik..hahaha (konon)

Pas flying fox, kami direct Jungle Trekking...Kumpulan first jalan dlu..

Mula2 ya la...mmg best,,santai,,jalan2 keliling kg,,bertanya org kg,,,singgah dkt kedai runcit,,,

and I was like 'What?this??Jungle trekking??duhh~~"

Sekali dah masuk hutannya.....

'Ohmaigaddd!! I hate this place! I hatee this place!!'

Mengguman sdri..kan da cakap..jangan konfiden sgt~~

menyelusuri sungai...

Time jungle trekking,xbyk gmbr dpt ambil...tw je la kn...klu xhati2, innalillah...huhu...

Kami naik bukit, turun gaung, seberang anak sungai, panjat batu,,,,

(Aduhh~~hilang keayuan...)

 Org Sabah cakap, 'Sandi!!'

haaa.....mmg penat...

So,, Keesokannya kami ada Water Rafting! Haa...

Persiapan sebelum water rafting..

Mmg time water rafting, sy byk kali diduga!

3KALI ditarik/ditolak/terjatuh dalam air sampai sy cemas!

Ada sekali tu, lepas dr jeram, ada belokan...msa kt belokan tu, air dia tenang tp npk mcm,,,gelap..grr...menakutkan..haa time sy x aware tu, msa tulah sy diTOLAK!!

Tmenangis..hehe...tkejut bah~~ ^,^

Adui...sengsara...tp best la jg...kami siap buat body rafting g...haha..pasukan pertama berlepas, pasukan last yg smpi...:p hahaha

Best...mmg best..penat...mmg penat...haa...pengalaman yg xdapat dilupakan...

Bila fikir balik...adkh lepas lalui pengalaman mcm ni, sy dpt atasi fobia sy sdri??

Hmm...

Sy rasa....TAK! hihihi...

Lpas hbs camping sy msh tfkr n tbyg2 g msa dtolak msuk air tu...isy3...hehehe

Apa blh buatt~~~ hydrophobic..:p

Ha...ni gmbr2 sy n kumpulan sy iaitu,,, TEACHERlicious...:p

Gambar kelas PISMP TESL SJKC..

Gambar satu batch..TESL & Math Ambilan Januari 2013 Sem I

I'm looking forward to have this kind of activities in the future..you?

Try it and you know it... :D

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Love VS Hatred

Assalamualaikum...

Uh-huh

It's complicated, isn't it? Having a long-distance relationship..I know it's hard, especially when it comes to believing something...and expecting...

I hate it when I realized I'm good at waiting....almost all the time, it ended in vain..

I didn't know that waiting is something unbearably painful..it costs me nothing but disappointment...

I've waited almost every second..but why didn't he notice that?

But then I made a mistake..I threw my anger towards him...We had a fight...I couldn't control the madness that possessed me..I was so enraged that I threw harsh words on him...

Yes..he did try to coax me and cool me down...

But soon after, I realized everything was pointless...he got tired and ignored me...

He walked away...already chose his way...I'm no longer part of it..

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You know what...it's hard for me to tell everything...spoken or even written...it's not easy to actually revealed the whole story to those who eager to know...

Coz only God knows what is in my heart...what burden it conveys...only He knows how to cure the heart..for He has the remedy for every sorrows...

You have no idea how difficult it is to fake the smiles...TO PRETEND THAT I"M OKAY...

I admit it, I was wrong...I wasn't being comprehending...I was hoping for more...expecting something he couldn't fulfill...all the time....the skepticism always dig the way...uh-huh

I always questioned myself..why must there be hatred??isn't love more powerful???more desirable???

Everything was torn apart...only for unreasonable and exaggerated reason...

"Does 'hatred' really grew bigger in your??"

Uh-huh....what can I say...I do keep my ego....very fragile ego...yours is a lot harder...like a stone...

:'(

I believed now that you already moved on....me? It's okay..I'll catch up with you later....on my own way...but as long as the heart still holds the love, I'll always wait for you...even from afar...even I knew that you would never ever take a chance to look back...

Love and hatred..both are interconnected..coz when you're done with love, you'll start to hate...hate is a journey to forget...and when you succeed to move on, you'll begin to...NEVER KNOW EACH OTHER..

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Dear you...Sorry for everything...

Assalamualaikum there...how're ya doin?

Me? I'm good...

Well....sorry for pushing you lately..uh-huh

It was just...I wanted you to always be there to me...accompany me...coz I needed you all the time...but you're far from me...away...at a place I can't reach...

We can only reach each other through phone calls and yahoo messenger..

I just so used with you around...

But when you're there...I pushed you to contact me..every single time...but since it's difficult to do so due to line factor, I burst out my anger towards you..

I refused to listen to every explanations..

Overpowered by uncontrolled emotions, I threw harsh words on you..but you didn't reply anything worst..

Amazed by your calmness, I regret every words I threw upon everything...I gave up to my true feelings...Don't want to further any arguments..coz I know I'm not supposed to blame you...it's not your fault...but mine..

I didn't give you any space to fit in into two different environment....

Sorry for wanting too much from you...sorry for expecting something you can't bear...

I'd be soo happy if you forgive me...with all your heart....

You know my heart better than anybody else..

Dear you...sorry for everything...

"Ahwak....Watmanna law ansak...wansa ruh hiwayak.."

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I'm a Linguist..(Am I??)

Assalamualaikum n evening everybody...^^

So today's entry is about being a linguist..

Linguist?? What is it??

Okay..Linguist is a person who study language..

It's a Linguistic, which is our core subject for this new semester (degree year)..

I barely able to drown in it..yupp of course..this thing is not suit to my cerebrum (daa~~)

It's too deep..

Well..of course the lecturer did provided us with this book

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but after scanned through every pages...

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I was like . . . . . . 

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Omaigad..how am I able to master this thing???!

Hmm~~

But you know what..I'll nail it..

Oh God...it's just a book..a THICK one..

It doesn't bother me..AT ALL (oh yea??)

Ahahahaha~~

Ps: Wish me luck..-__-"

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The lost of my lovely kitties.. :'(

Assalamualaikum..

Uh-huh..

What a terrible news I received just now..

My mom told me,,our kitties....had died.

I couldn't even imagined..why..and what happened???

They're so little..so hyper..so,,,lovable..

It's a rob of our live...we lost two little kittens..

I love them...soo much that I almost burst into tears..

These kitties had entertained my bored silly lives..

They brought joy every time I felt lost and blue..

Uh-huh..

Never did I know..the day I went to campus was the last day I saw them..and hold them..

If I knew..I wont let go of them...:'(

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Xapalah...Allah lebih sayangkan mereka....:') :')

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Room Sweet Room...

Assalamualaikum semuaaa!^^

So, harini kebetulan kt kolej kediaman tmpt sy tinggal skg tlh mengadakan hari gotong royong membersihkan bilik..(fuuhh..nasib baik bkn membersihkan seluruh kawasan asrama..! Naya badan seharian...isy3..)

hee~~

So...inilah bilik asrama sy n roomate sy...^^

~B2C~

~room sweet room~

Nasiblah brg2 kami berdua xbanyak mana..so, sy sorg pun leh kemas bilik ni..

cuma~~~

Memandangkan elaun belum masuk, xdapatlah nak hias2 bilik ni lg..eheh

Tunggulah awal bulan Februari nanti...I promise!

Aha!

Yg serba biru tu ofkos la sy!

Roomate sy pla, sukaaa pink/yellow..

(Sgt kontra u know..:p)

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Aha! Yg serba biru ni semua adalah SAYA! I superrr Loveeee Blueee Color!

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Meja sisi..

Tempat letak pen..(i made it out of empty sardine can.:p of course la I decorated it myself!hahaha) 

Meja belajar..blueee~~

Secret box...pale bluee~~~

My family frame and Al-Quran with blue cover~~

Even everything is dominated by bluee~~~!

^,^

So...that's all..for now..

<3

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Lukisan 3D Hebat! I Loiikkee! (9 gambar)

Assalamualaikum..hai semuaa! Selamat morning! ^^

Harini nak share bberapa gambar menarik yg saya TERjumpa kt google image (time kt kelas,boring2 lalu on9..:p )

Gambar2 ni adalah karya pelukis2 hebat, yg sememangnya memukau pandangan! Nampak real!! That's why la it's called 3D!

Ok..

Scroll down please....

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Ahah! Best! I salute laa! Hebat!!

:)

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