Love VS HatredUh-huh
It's complicated, isn't it? Having a long-distance relationship..I know it's hard, especially when it comes to believing something...and expecting...
I hate it when I realized I'm good at waiting....almost all the time, it ended in vain..
I didn't know that waiting is something unbearably painful..it costs me nothing but disappointment...
I've waited almost every second..but why didn't he notice that?
But then I made a mistake..I threw my anger towards him...We had a fight...I couldn't control the madness that possessed me..I was so enraged that I threw harsh words on him...
Yes..he did try to coax me and cool me down...
But soon after, I realized everything was pointless...he got tired and ignored me...
He walked away...already chose his way...I'm no longer part of it..
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You know what...it's hard for me to tell everything...spoken or even written...it's not easy to actually revealed the whole story to those who eager to know...
Coz only God knows what is in my heart...what burden it conveys...only He knows how to cure the heart..for He has the remedy for every sorrows...
You have no idea how difficult it is to fake the smiles...TO PRETEND THAT I"M OKAY...
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I admit it, I was wrong...I wasn't being comprehending...I was hoping for more...expecting something he couldn't fulfill...all the time....the skepticism always dig the way...uh-huh
I always questioned myself..why must there be hatred??isn't love more powerful???more desirable???
Everything was torn apart...only for unreasonable and exaggerated reason...
"Does 'hatred' really grew bigger in your??"
Uh-huh....what can I say...I do keep my ego....very fragile ego...yours is a lot harder...like a stone...
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I believed now that you already moved on....me? It's okay..I'll catch up with you later....on my own way...but as long as the heart still holds the love, I'll always wait for you...even from afar...even I knew that you would never ever take a chance to look back...
Love and hatred..both are interconnected..coz when you're done with love, you'll start to hate...hate is a journey to forget...and when you succeed to move on, you'll begin to...NEVER KNOW EACH OTHER..
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